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Friday, October 26, 2007

; 5:09 pm

today papa&mama went to neet-the-parents thingy.
and everything's just so bad.hais.
daddy gave me a good scolding.sobs.
he scolded me like:
"you arh.must buck up on yr english and maths,
it' VERY BAD,uu know?if get this kinda grades now,
next year it will be lower for sure.
and when you reach sec4,you're gonna fail.
everyone's maths got 70+,your's only 60+.
it's very low okay.do you know that?
you everytime playplayplay,of cos you will get this kinda results.
stop your higher chinese next year hor,
you this kinda grades cnt go JC one,confirm go poly.
so you take higher chinese also waste time.
stop your everything.guzheng stop, chinese tuition stop.
i only want you to concentrate on your studies next year.
next year i wan you to get a maths and english tuition"

*crys*so hurtful man.
then in the car i keep telling myself that i am STRONG.
but tears just keep on flowing down my face.
seriously i think that i did work hard for it.
but the results are just so disappointing.
and it didn't turn out to be what i expected AT ALL.
maybe im born stupid yea?haishaishais.
sometimes im thinking.why the others can get so good derh results.
but i cant??issit because im not as hardworking as them?
i guess so bahs.but i already tried my best in this exams.
then daddy said that i always playplayplay,
daddy,you always work until so late then come home.
by the time you reach home,i'm already packing and ready to sleep le.
you also never see me study in the room the whole afternoon.
hais.just feel so bad right now.
but i guess wat atiqah told me was right :D
thanks darling!lovee uu always.
i should think the way that atiqah told me to.
and thanks jojo for giving me advice.
i will try to change my habit of not using proper english.

daddy,i promised you to work harder next year.
i will get goodgood de results for you to see.
i will be sure that you're gonna be proud of me like you are of dajie.
i made my promise on 20071026 at 1807 &im gonna keep the promise :D